I was a sophomore, I dropped a tab of acid, I did not know how hard I did not know how everything worked. I was the most depressed of my life and needed a miracle to not stop everything. acid proved to be this last attempt. it gave me a new purpose and perspective on my life. I am now a senior and have not stumbled since, but I end up feeling completely lost. I know what I want to do with my life. I want to try to fight MMA professionally or work in a field of manual work like construction. even with that, I still feel that I have no idea what I want from life or my future. I want to stumble again, with the intention to project myself for my future. my first trip was perfect, I never went wrong. That being said, I'm not sure I can handle much more intensity during the trip. After 45 minutes, I felt my soul slip and felt the need to fight. After about 5 minutes, I stopped and gave in. My question is: should I take acid again and if so should I take one or two tabs? and if not, what will …